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Just when my feelings died, all the stupid sad fucking love songs just keep playing in my playlist.. Could it get any worse??? Arrgghh...

Somehow, i wish i could carry on living in denial and not listening to harsh reality.. Now i feel less happier..

Reality is evil and cruel.. I shall move to another dimension where i shall get whatever i want..

Moving on..

Tonight is one of those nights where i experience loneliness.. I just bought another pack to numb my feelings.. So i just sat at the toilet with the cold water running as i smoke a few sticks.. This is what i always do when i feel this way.. And i can spent like an hour inside there..

Sometimes, i sought to drinking to runaway from my problems.. But i've long leave that behind.. A lot of people care about me like my brother and my friends.. And i've promised them that i won't sought to drinking when i have a problem.. I'll just turn to ciggarettes when there's a need to..

I also talk to the stars when i'm alone.. They envy me because i a human get to move around, experience the parts and parcel of life.. They tell me that i should always cherish every single moment of my life be it ups or down because that is what that made my life interesting.. And it made me who i am right..

After telling them about my problems, i always turn out to be a better person.. That is why i love the night alot.. Because i get to meet my friends in the sky.. But sometimes, i confuse them for that stupid junk fuck in the sky which is the satellite.. But i know how to differenciate the already..

And there's the moon also.. My best friend.. I'll tell you about him some other day..

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