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Once again, hari raya aidilfitri comes in just less than a year.. We fast, we clean our houses, and we visit our relatives and the tradition continues.. We do it every single year without fail.. Not forgetting Geylang bazaar.. Uh how i dread going there especially on weekends..

We all go to Geylang, buy baju kurung, buy hari raya cookies, buy new furniture, buy this buy that, and what do we do with the old stuff? We throw it away, dump it somewhere, thrash it in the storeroom..

What about housekeeping? Is hari raya suppose to be 'anti-dust day'? We scour every single dirt and grime.. We purge the house like as if dust is an evil spirit..

What i am trying to get across is that to me, when hari raya comes, we do the same routine annually without fail. I don't really know what's wrong with me this year but i feel that i just want to get this whole thing done and over with.. Don't get me wrong if you think that i hate Hari Raya and i don't want to celebrate it.. It's just that maybe i'm just growing up.. It's part and parcel of life..

I'm just so busy and used to my life of working & studying that i feel when an occasion like this kicks in, it somehows disrupts my life.. Maybe that is why i feel this way.. I can't feel the true joyous spirit of Hari Raya.. But now, i have this feeling that this year's hari raya will be a start of a unique joyous moment...

Somehow, i do not want to sleep tonight for no apparent reason.. I went bloghopping a few minutes back and managed to tag like ezann & mira.. Haha... Don't you thing you can talk about me without me knowing! I hearts those two! The very best of the best..

And Ezann, i'll cheer you up even more..

EZANN! YOUR HAIR MIGHT BE UGLY BUT YOU STILL LOOK GORGEOUS NO MATTER WHAT YOUR HAIRSTYLE MAYBE.. SO MISS GORGEOUS, CHEER UP AITES! BESIDES, YOU HAVE DANNY! SO FUCK YOUR HAIR! HE WILL LOVE YOU FOR WHATEVER YOU LOOK COZ THAT'S LOVE!

There you go ezann.. Haha.. Know who am i to talk about love when i don't even have love inside my dictionary.. Argh fuck it.. See what a good friend i am..

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