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A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love.
Muhammad Hazlan, 19
11 January 1991
ITE College West Clemeti Campus
Sentosa Attraction Artiste
carrotcottoncandy@hotmail.com
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Muhammad Hazlan, 19
11 January 1991
ITE College West Clemeti Campus
Sentosa Attraction Artiste
carrotcottoncandy@hotmail.com
We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us.
Friday, November 28, 2008 ( 4:12 PM )
I'm just so bored today.. 1st in class and now at work.. i can't believe that i have two entries for today.. Wahahah... Ok bored again.. The room that i'm sitting in is damn freaking cold till i have to wear Amir's red jacket that have not been wash like what?? Forever?? But i'll just pretend that its super clean.. My eyes are sore due to the cold aircon and i'm super hungry.. Argghh.. what to do..
Lola went up to bunkers to get my uniform change and bring down the new staff.. IO wanted to go home but she didn't allow me to..
So anyway i don't know what blog about.. Seriously..
Ok Gina is here to company me.. So now i finally won't be bored.. What kind of sentence is this? Haha.. Ok i'll see you in my next entry..
( 9:00 AM )
Feeling bored in class so i decided to blog for awhile.. Currently having My Francis class.. I think its care session but what the heck.. Its boring anyway..
So went to bloghopping for awhile and found.. before that, Anna, stop flooding everyone's tagboard you bad ass bitch! Actually its juz abang and mine's.. Haha.. Happy enjoying your day at Karcher! Trust me, you'll be bored to death!!!
So back to bloghopping.. Found out that abang halim found a kitten.. But not cute ar abang..
anyway, this is the link to the photos of Taman Negara..
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=46143&l=f7243&id=598318709
for now i have 60 photos in the album.. i can't seem to add more.. maybe thats the limit..
but i'll find a way..
Today is my dad's b'day so..
Happy Birthday Father!
ok back to class!
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 ( 12:57 AM )
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 ( 2:00 AM )
Monday, November 24, 2008 ( 2:09 AM )
Sorry blog for leaving you one side..
Anyway back to the main issue here...
I LOST MY PHONE!!!
This sucks soo bad.. And on top of that, i overshot my stop just now on the way home.. What luck! 1st my camera which i lost at Taman Negara (This will be a different story) and now this.. Am i such a bad person to deserve all this??
But what touch me the most is that i have this heck care feeling like "ouh its juz a bloody phone and eventhough there's loads of contacts but what the hell" i have friends who care soo much about me..
i have Anna & Ershad who force me to get out of the train and go back to Seah Im to search for it.. When i reach there, i got a shock to see that Amir & Hasri was waiting there and making calls to my phone.. Found out that Anna actually called them..
I somehow didnt feel comfortable though that i'm troubling them and all and i feel bad.. I would so return them the favor one day..
And last but not least, Abng Halim who actually called the sentosa hotline and stuff and really going to such length just to help me.. I really feel touched and appreciated and also bad that i'm troubling him.. Thank you Abang! One day Adik blanje abang lagi eh!
Ok i'm loosing my blogging skills.. See! This is the effect of not blogging forever 21..
Now i'm sure you guys wanna noe the juice info and hotstuff happening during my trip to Taman Negara.. But! i am too lazy to tell it all here at blogging coz you'll probably get bored... So i shall let the pictures do the talking at my next post.. I promise you guys that i will upload the photos here ok?
Now moving on..
To make this decision was really hard and it took me quite a while to finally made up my mind..
Sadly i have to say this..
This month is my last month at Sentosa Attractions Department...
Becoz I have found a better opportunity
And i would like to say this:
I Muhammad Hazlan will never ever forget the Attractions crew that i have work with throughout this 1 year of my life in Sentosa.. I won't forget all the fun i had with you guys be it in Fort, Merlion, IOS, and last but not least, Songs Of The Sea the one and only attraction that i love the most.
To all the crews: It's not goodbye.. You guys will still see me.. I hope to get your fullest support in whatever i'm doing.. Please do not view me now as someone different but still as an Attraction Staff.. Thank you.
Cheers to all!
Monday, November 17, 2008 ( 6:41 AM )
Back from Taman Negara, Pahang, Malaysia..
Will be back with stories to tell and pics to upload..
Thursday, November 13, 2008 ( 2:01 AM )
OFF TO TAMAN NEGARA! BYE PEOPLE! BE BACK ON THE 17th!
Monday, November 10, 2008 ( 12:49 AM )
Ok this shall just be a quick post cause i know i haven't been blogging for quite a while and i just don't want to leave my blog to rot one corner.. So here it goes..
I have been busy with facebook.. Ok i admit i am like outdated! Everyone is like facebook-ing except for me and such.. So anyway.. you guys should try facebook.. Especially Friendstock.. Haha..
Work this month is a little slack cause i'll only be working for ten days.. I don't really want to think bout work though..
Family.. Let's not go to that..
School.. I'm trying to attend school and be punctual.. I intednt to wake up a little early just so that i have enough time to walk to school so that i can save money on transport.. I also want to spend more time with my classmates especially my project group members..
I think that's bout it..
Monday, November 03, 2008 ( 12:13 AM )
Everything will be alright
The heart is stronger than you think
like it can go through anything
even when you think it can't it finds a way
to still push on though
Sometimes you want to run away
ain't got the patience for the pain
and if you don't believe it look into your heart
the beat goes on
I'm telling you things get better through whatever
if you fall, dust it off, don't let up
don't you know you can go be your own miracle
you need to know
If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
but the heart keeps telling you don't give up
who are we to be questioning wondering what is what
don't give up through it all just stand up
It's like we all have better days
problems getting all up in your face
just because you go through it
don't mean it got to take control no
You ain't got to find no hiding place
because the heart can beat the hate
Don't wanna let your mind keep playing you
and saying you can't go on
You don't got to be a prisoner in your mind
you can live your life
let your heart be your guide
you will know that you're good if you trust the good
everything will be alright
light up the dark if you follow your heart
and it will get better
You got it in you find it within..
Sunday, November 02, 2008 ( 12:53 AM )
Today, my post will be something different..
I shall vent my feelings on 2 paintings..
1st..
This picture depicts all my frustrations, stress, anger and whatever negative feelings i have inside me.. I've dump everything inside and i feel better now.. And you can see, it consists of 3 different colors and each color represents different things.. The red represents all my work issues be it politics or guest/tour guides that pisses me off.. The black represents all my unhappiness outside be it school or other stuffs.. The yellow represents how frustrated i am with this particular friend of mine and how she irritates me with her attitude..
Next picture.. This picture represents my love for this someone whom i cherish and sayang alot.. All the feelings i had for this person has been put into this picture hoping that i would forget bout this 'relationship' (which never even began because it is a one sided love) and carry on with life..
And i'm done..
PS. I felt what you feel yesterday and it broke my heart..
Friday, November 28, 2008 ( 4:12 PM )
I'm just so bored today.. 1st in class and now at work.. i can't believe that i have two entries for today.. Wahahah... Ok bored again.. The room that i'm sitting in is damn freaking cold till i have to wear Amir's red jacket that have not been wash like what?? Forever?? But i'll just pretend that its super clean.. My eyes are sore due to the cold aircon and i'm super hungry.. Argghh.. what to do..
Lola went up to bunkers to get my uniform change and bring down the new staff.. IO wanted to go home but she didn't allow me to..
So anyway i don't know what blog about.. Seriously..
Ok Gina is here to company me.. So now i finally won't be bored.. What kind of sentence is this? Haha.. Ok i'll see you in my next entry..
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( 9:00 AM )
Feeling bored in class so i decided to blog for awhile.. Currently having My Francis class.. I think its care session but what the heck.. Its boring anyway..
So went to bloghopping for awhile and found.. before that, Anna, stop flooding everyone's tagboard you bad ass bitch! Actually its juz abang and mine's.. Haha.. Happy enjoying your day at Karcher! Trust me, you'll be bored to death!!!
So back to bloghopping.. Found out that abang halim found a kitten.. But not cute ar abang..
anyway, this is the link to the photos of Taman Negara..
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=46143&l=f7243&id=598318709
for now i have 60 photos in the album.. i can't seem to add more.. maybe thats the limit..
but i'll find a way..
Today is my dad's b'day so..
Happy Birthday Father!
ok back to class!
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 ( 12:57 AM )
I think i'm falling sick
I'm exhausted for the day
I'm broke till my next pay
I'm losing my things
I'm disorganised
And theres more..
Yawns*
Time for bed..
I'm exhausted for the day
I'm broke till my next pay
I'm losing my things
I'm disorganised
And theres more..
Yawns*
Time for bed..
Nitez
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 ( 2:00 AM )
GOOD NEWS!
i found my phone back! Really appreciate the kind soul who return me back his phone.. I think he's a security guard at Tourism Academy, Sentosa. Gave him $30 and a can of coke as a gratitude.. And to all who went to the trouble to help me find my phone, thank you..
And to Lola, thank you many many for standing in as my girlfriend (haha) and helping me too.. Sorry the guy troubled you at 6am in the morning.. I shall buy for you more chocalates!!!
Actually you (Lola) kinda made me blog coz i am about to sleep when i haf this sudden urge to juz check my tagboard and true enough,i found you.. So yeah you should feel honored.. I'll see you tomorrow..
Stress! Stress! Stress! Rushing through my presentation in the wee hours.. Gosh i need my beauty sleep!
Back to the studios! (I miss saying that...)
And to Lola, thank you many many for standing in as my girlfriend (haha) and helping me too.. Sorry the guy troubled you at 6am in the morning.. I shall buy for you more chocalates!!!
Actually you (Lola) kinda made me blog coz i am about to sleep when i haf this sudden urge to juz check my tagboard and true enough,i found you.. So yeah you should feel honored.. I'll see you tomorrow..
Stress! Stress! Stress! Rushing through my presentation in the wee hours.. Gosh i need my beauty sleep!
Back to the studios! (I miss saying that...)
Monday, November 24, 2008 ( 2:09 AM )
Sorry blog for leaving you one side..
Anyway back to the main issue here...
I LOST MY PHONE!!!
This sucks soo bad.. And on top of that, i overshot my stop just now on the way home.. What luck! 1st my camera which i lost at Taman Negara (This will be a different story) and now this.. Am i such a bad person to deserve all this??
But what touch me the most is that i have this heck care feeling like "ouh its juz a bloody phone and eventhough there's loads of contacts but what the hell" i have friends who care soo much about me..
i have Anna & Ershad who force me to get out of the train and go back to Seah Im to search for it.. When i reach there, i got a shock to see that Amir & Hasri was waiting there and making calls to my phone.. Found out that Anna actually called them..
I somehow didnt feel comfortable though that i'm troubling them and all and i feel bad.. I would so return them the favor one day..
And last but not least, Abng Halim who actually called the sentosa hotline and stuff and really going to such length just to help me.. I really feel touched and appreciated and also bad that i'm troubling him.. Thank you Abang! One day Adik blanje abang lagi eh!
Ok i'm loosing my blogging skills.. See! This is the effect of not blogging forever 21..
Now i'm sure you guys wanna noe the juice info and hotstuff happening during my trip to Taman Negara.. But! i am too lazy to tell it all here at blogging coz you'll probably get bored... So i shall let the pictures do the talking at my next post.. I promise you guys that i will upload the photos here ok?
Now moving on..
To make this decision was really hard and it took me quite a while to finally made up my mind..
Sadly i have to say this..
This month is my last month at Sentosa Attractions Department...
Becoz I have found a better opportunity
And i would like to say this:
I Muhammad Hazlan will never ever forget the Attractions crew that i have work with throughout this 1 year of my life in Sentosa.. I won't forget all the fun i had with you guys be it in Fort, Merlion, IOS, and last but not least, Songs Of The Sea the one and only attraction that i love the most.
To all the crews: It's not goodbye.. You guys will still see me.. I hope to get your fullest support in whatever i'm doing.. Please do not view me now as someone different but still as an Attraction Staff.. Thank you.
Cheers to all!
Monday, November 17, 2008 ( 6:41 AM )
Back from Taman Negara, Pahang, Malaysia..
Will be back with stories to tell and pics to upload..
Thursday, November 13, 2008 ( 2:01 AM )
OFF TO TAMAN NEGARA! BYE PEOPLE! BE BACK ON THE 17th!
Monday, November 10, 2008 ( 12:49 AM )
Ok this shall just be a quick post cause i know i haven't been blogging for quite a while and i just don't want to leave my blog to rot one corner.. So here it goes..
I have been busy with facebook.. Ok i admit i am like outdated! Everyone is like facebook-ing except for me and such.. So anyway.. you guys should try facebook.. Especially Friendstock.. Haha..
Work this month is a little slack cause i'll only be working for ten days.. I don't really want to think bout work though..
Family.. Let's not go to that..
School.. I'm trying to attend school and be punctual.. I intednt to wake up a little early just so that i have enough time to walk to school so that i can save money on transport.. I also want to spend more time with my classmates especially my project group members..
I think that's bout it..
Monday, November 03, 2008 ( 12:13 AM )
Everything will be alright
The heart is stronger than you think
like it can go through anything
even when you think it can't it finds a way
to still push on though
Sometimes you want to run away
ain't got the patience for the pain
and if you don't believe it look into your heart
the beat goes on
I'm telling you things get better through whatever
if you fall, dust it off, don't let up
don't you know you can go be your own miracle
you need to know
If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
but the heart keeps telling you don't give up
who are we to be questioning wondering what is what
don't give up through it all just stand up
It's like we all have better days
problems getting all up in your face
just because you go through it
don't mean it got to take control no
You ain't got to find no hiding place
because the heart can beat the hate
Don't wanna let your mind keep playing you
and saying you can't go on
You don't got to be a prisoner in your mind
you can live your life
let your heart be your guide
you will know that you're good if you trust the good
everything will be alright
light up the dark if you follow your heart
and it will get better
You got it in you find it within..
Sunday, November 02, 2008 ( 12:53 AM )
Today, my post will be something different..
I shall vent my feelings on 2 paintings..
1st..
This picture depicts all my frustrations, stress, anger and whatever negative feelings i have inside me.. I've dump everything inside and i feel better now.. And you can see, it consists of 3 different colors and each color represents different things.. The red represents all my work issues be it politics or guest/tour guides that pisses me off.. The black represents all my unhappiness outside be it school or other stuffs.. The yellow represents how frustrated i am with this particular friend of mine and how she irritates me with her attitude..


PS. I felt what you feel yesterday and it broke my heart..
Sometimes the memories are worth the pain.
Abang Halim
Aini
Amalina
Danny Ramlan
Ezann
Farhanah
Chafeka
Hidayah
Hui Xian
Raudha
Roxana
Ruby
Sam
Suzana
Syaz
Yiling
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Abang Halim
Aini
Amalina
Danny Ramlan
Ezann
Farhanah
Chafeka
Hidayah
Hui Xian
Raudha
Roxana
Ruby
Sam
Suzana
Syaz
Yiling