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I had a talked with Mira during one of our OTOT (own time own target) breaks and we went out to have a smoke. Pouring out my woes to her makes me feel better and i have lots of trust and faith in her. I have faith that we will still remain as who we are and stick to the status quo and won't distance ourself because of what i told her. To really have her as a friend is one that i will never regret. Cheers me up when i'm down and lend her ear when most needed. I love you mira and you know i do.

I really don't know how i landed into this situation and i want to get out of it. I'm scared that things might not turn out right. I'm just too scared to do anything right now but run away from it and just let time restore everything. I know running away won't solve anything but if i were to interfere, it would probably worsen the condition.

I really don't know how much longer i can hold on. I really need to break free from the chain and be myself again. But i'll always look back and that's when the chain will hook itself to my skin again. Like what i told Mira, just let time and nature takes its course.

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