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A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love.
Muhammad Hazlan, 19
11 January 1991
ITE College West Clemeti Campus
Sentosa Attraction Artiste
carrotcottoncandy@hotmail.com
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Muhammad Hazlan, 19
11 January 1991
ITE College West Clemeti Campus
Sentosa Attraction Artiste
carrotcottoncandy@hotmail.com
We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 ( 1:11 AM )
And the charade is still on! (Evil laughs)
Just had a little chat with Gina updating a little bit about each other's life and some story telling.. I kinda learned a little bit more about her now.. And i understand her better.. Let's make our plan work!
And hey you! Yes you! I think i deserve a little more compassion! I am so gonna kick your unsorry ass one day.. Asswipe!
Ok everyone's like superly excited about the redang trip.. Especially Abang.. Sampai nk pegi advance nampak.. Haha.. I got to admit i am too.. But i'm a very patient person.. I'll wait..
I need to do some yoga to cleanse my mind.. Any kind soul wanna teach me yoga?
These holidays is seriously boring.. I can't wait to start school and see my friens.. Or at least our class chalet.. I bet it's gonna be fun fun fun fun fun!
Syaz! I miss you! Come back soon.. Or skype or something.. I know you'll be reading this! Love you load! Got so much to tell ya.. (Aussie Acent)
Baby lola, i'm sorry for missing your birthday.. I promise i'll make it up to you multiple times better than what they did for you.. Just gimme some time ok.. I promise..
Thursday, March 19, 2009 ( 12:00 AM )
Two words.. Terase & Perasaan..
That's all i can say..
Moving on..
Finally got a whole day off from work today.. Went to the gym at Ficus juz now.. It was a great workout though.. Haven had that since ages..
Actually i don't really have nothing much to blog today.. Hmm.. Yeah i guess i'm done..
P.S. I'm an evil scheming person!
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 ( 2:25 PM )
I don't know if i can yell any louder
How many times have i kick you out of here
Or said something insulting
I can be so mean when i want to be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how i don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me
How did i become so obnoxious
What is it with you that makes me act like this
I'm never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all a contest
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby i don't mean it
I mean it, i promise
I forgot to say out loud
How beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without
Your my little perfect punching bag
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ( 1:03 AM )
We had a chalet to hold a meeting regarinf IOS zone 5 on how we can improve the area.. Well As mention in the previous post that i'm kinda lazy to upload the pictures, today, i found the motivation to do so..
I would say that night was weirdly wild.. A couple of hot juicy news is spreading around now about someone and someone.. Maybe because there was Bacardi & Vodka involved too..
So anyway what we did was we brainstormed, wrote a skit and act it out.. We also took the opportunity to celebrate Bapak and Q's b'day..





















A couple of weeks back, Juz, Bapak, Yazid and myself hang out.. Initially, the plan was to watch movies.. We were planning to watch He's just not that into you, or Push, or Watchmen but the plan backfired because Yazid & Juz didn't want to go back so late..
So after eating at Botak Jones, we spend the remaining night at Balcony and got ourselves some drinks and we just chat and camwhore the whole night.. I ordered for myself a Screaming Orgasm which look like Teh-Ping but it's actually Bailey's and some other concoctions..







Well Juz & Yazid hogged on to the camera more thus explains the over-flooding of their pictures in my blog..
Finally, i can a whole three days off to myself.. I'm still thinking of what to do with these three days.. Gym came to my mind.. There's also swimming and jogging.. Probably finish reading up my Twilight and moving on to New Moon.. I know all these ideas of mine are very "healthy" That's because i chose to have a quiet and relaxing holiday.. We'll see what are my plans for tomorrow..
I'll continue reading up my Twilight now..
Monday, March 16, 2009 ( 12:31 AM )
I don't know why my eyes feel so sore.. Maybe it's the late nights or just too tired from work.. I think i've done quite a number of shows past few days including today..
Anyway, Abang is back! You've been missed!
And so i'm thinking of signing up for insurance under Great Eastern and my agent will be my supervisor, Hazima.. She's been telling me loads of stories about limb amputations, terminal diseases, sad financially-broke stories of families etc. So yeah i'll get a plan for myself.. But it'll be more of a savings plan kinda thing..
Ermm.. Ok i stole pictures from facebook.. It's the photos at a chalet with the artiste.. But i'm super super lazy to upload it now.. So i guess i'll just upload it some other time aites.. Now i need to bloghop to find a certain blog..
Before that, i would like to share with you guys an incident that happened to me a few days back.. Well.. I got locked inside my room.. Not that i was being naughty or what that my parents had to lock me in but the stupid lock at the door just failed me.. It happened after i finsihed showering, i headed to my room and locked the door to change.. And that stupid shit happened! I got my brother to fix it but he ended up breaking the lock.. So now i can't really close my door.. There's like a stupid hole there..
And i have to get a new door! Wonder how much that will cost..
Did i blog about me donating blood?? I can't remember but i shall blog about it.. I think it was a couple of weeks back.. The blood suckers came to our school demanding blood from the students so we had to give a packet of blood each..
I would personally like to thank Danny & Bapak for taking care of me at the chalet.. Well i couldn't see what you guys did but whatever you did, i'd really appreciate it.. Yelah.. Someone seems angry about it untill have to blog about it what.. Right Danny Ramlan? Haha! I love you Danny..
I foresee an impending major fight coming and i know it will be my fault because of my stupid impulsiveness of saying YES to something.. Well i agreed to it in the moment of anger but i never expect it to really happened.. I guess i'll just have to put my heart to it.. I can't hold the secret for long for i know that it will eventually be passed around.. I am just worried about the thoughts that will be created..
I've made a promise to myself to be a patient, caring and thoughtful person and i shall keep to it.. I know i can do it..
As a matter of fact, i've decided to use the one month holiday to actually reflect and change myslef into a better person.. Straighten and iron some things out etc. It has already begun actually.. i just hope i can commit to it..
Friday, March 13, 2009 ( 11:56 PM )
Urgh! I have a bed bug infestation on my bed.. I'm like considering burning my bed and buying a new one.. I read up on the internet saying that eucalyptus oil wards them off and now my whole room stinks of that oil.. Anyway, today's post is gonna be all about previous events that happened and the pictures to go with it.. To start things off..
Ezann came to watch my show one fine day.. And for those of you who don't know what i'm working as in Sentosa, below are pictures which will fill those questions of yours circling around your head.. Anyway ezann, well done! The shots were well taken!
















In addition, here are the pictures form Saleha's Birthday Chalet.. Was extremely fun as if i was living under one roof with my friends.. There was twister being played and lots and lots of camwhoring sessions going on.. A little outdated i know..

















WOW! That's one long post of mine.. Haha.. Basically all these pictures depicts what i've been up to at the start of 2009.. This year is really a challenging year for me having have to go through lots of things that i've never imagine it can happened in life..
Just to end it off..
Come back soon abang.. You've been missed terribly by adik..
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 ( 1:11 AM )
And the charade is still on! (Evil laughs)
Just had a little chat with Gina updating a little bit about each other's life and some story telling.. I kinda learned a little bit more about her now.. And i understand her better.. Let's make our plan work!
And hey you! Yes you! I think i deserve a little more compassion! I am so gonna kick your unsorry ass one day.. Asswipe!
Ok everyone's like superly excited about the redang trip.. Especially Abang.. Sampai nk pegi advance nampak.. Haha.. I got to admit i am too.. But i'm a very patient person.. I'll wait..
I need to do some yoga to cleanse my mind.. Any kind soul wanna teach me yoga?
These holidays is seriously boring.. I can't wait to start school and see my friens.. Or at least our class chalet.. I bet it's gonna be fun fun fun fun fun!
Syaz! I miss you! Come back soon.. Or skype or something.. I know you'll be reading this! Love you load! Got so much to tell ya.. (Aussie Acent)
Baby lola, i'm sorry for missing your birthday.. I promise i'll make it up to you multiple times better than what they did for you.. Just gimme some time ok.. I promise..
Short and spicy
Thursday, March 19, 2009 ( 12:00 AM )
Two words.. Terase & Perasaan..
That's all i can say..
Moving on..
Finally got a whole day off from work today.. Went to the gym at Ficus juz now.. It was a great workout though.. Haven had that since ages..
Actually i don't really have nothing much to blog today.. Hmm.. Yeah i guess i'm done..
P.S. I'm an evil scheming person!
Pink - Don't Leave Me
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 ( 2:25 PM )
I don't know if i can yell any louder
How many times have i kick you out of here
Or said something insulting
I can be so mean when i want to be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how i don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me
How did i become so obnoxious
What is it with you that makes me act like this
I'm never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all a contest
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby i don't mean it
I mean it, i promise
I forgot to say out loud
How beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without
Your my little perfect punching bag
Divas of Sentosa having fun!
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ( 1:03 AM )
We had a chalet to hold a meeting regarinf IOS zone 5 on how we can improve the area.. Well As mention in the previous post that i'm kinda lazy to upload the pictures, today, i found the motivation to do so..
I would say that night was weirdly wild.. A couple of hot juicy news is spreading around now about someone and someone.. Maybe because there was Bacardi & Vodka involved too..
So anyway what we did was we brainstormed, wrote a skit and act it out.. We also took the opportunity to celebrate Bapak and Q's b'day..






















A couple of weeks back, Juz, Bapak, Yazid and myself hang out.. Initially, the plan was to watch movies.. We were planning to watch He's just not that into you, or Push, or Watchmen but the plan backfired because Yazid & Juz didn't want to go back so late..
So after eating at Botak Jones, we spend the remaining night at Balcony and got ourselves some drinks and we just chat and camwhore the whole night.. I ordered for myself a Screaming Orgasm which look like Teh-Ping but it's actually Bailey's and some other concoctions..









Finally, i can a whole three days off to myself.. I'm still thinking of what to do with these three days.. Gym came to my mind.. There's also swimming and jogging.. Probably finish reading up my Twilight and moving on to New Moon.. I know all these ideas of mine are very "healthy" That's because i chose to have a quiet and relaxing holiday.. We'll see what are my plans for tomorrow..
I'll continue reading up my Twilight now..
A broken door and The Change
Monday, March 16, 2009 ( 12:31 AM )
I don't know why my eyes feel so sore.. Maybe it's the late nights or just too tired from work.. I think i've done quite a number of shows past few days including today..
Anyway, Abang is back! You've been missed!
And so i'm thinking of signing up for insurance under Great Eastern and my agent will be my supervisor, Hazima.. She's been telling me loads of stories about limb amputations, terminal diseases, sad financially-broke stories of families etc. So yeah i'll get a plan for myself.. But it'll be more of a savings plan kinda thing..
Ermm.. Ok i stole pictures from facebook.. It's the photos at a chalet with the artiste.. But i'm super super lazy to upload it now.. So i guess i'll just upload it some other time aites.. Now i need to bloghop to find a certain blog..
Before that, i would like to share with you guys an incident that happened to me a few days back.. Well.. I got locked inside my room.. Not that i was being naughty or what that my parents had to lock me in but the stupid lock at the door just failed me.. It happened after i finsihed showering, i headed to my room and locked the door to change.. And that stupid shit happened! I got my brother to fix it but he ended up breaking the lock.. So now i can't really close my door.. There's like a stupid hole there..
Did i blog about me donating blood?? I can't remember but i shall blog about it.. I think it was a couple of weeks back.. The blood suckers came to our school demanding blood from the students so we had to give a packet of blood each..
I foresee an impending major fight coming and i know it will be my fault because of my stupid impulsiveness of saying YES to something.. Well i agreed to it in the moment of anger but i never expect it to really happened.. I guess i'll just have to put my heart to it.. I can't hold the secret for long for i know that it will eventually be passed around.. I am just worried about the thoughts that will be created..
I've made a promise to myself to be a patient, caring and thoughtful person and i shall keep to it.. I know i can do it..
As a matter of fact, i've decided to use the one month holiday to actually reflect and change myslef into a better person.. Straighten and iron some things out etc. It has already begun actually.. i just hope i can commit to it..
Bed Bugs and Old Posts
Friday, March 13, 2009 ( 11:56 PM )
Urgh! I have a bed bug infestation on my bed.. I'm like considering burning my bed and buying a new one.. I read up on the internet saying that eucalyptus oil wards them off and now my whole room stinks of that oil.. Anyway, today's post is gonna be all about previous events that happened and the pictures to go with it.. To start things off..
Ezann came to watch my show one fine day.. And for those of you who don't know what i'm working as in Sentosa, below are pictures which will fill those questions of yours circling around your head.. Anyway ezann, well done! The shots were well taken!
After an exhausting night, we do have an exhausting amount of fun too especially with our multi-talented artistes of sentosa.. This is a pic of Zana's glamourous moments full of "papparazis" and "reporters" (in imagination land)
followed by the usual camwhore moment with a little bit more funk and style!



Picture full of my cuzzies taken at Kimi's b'day chalet at Home Team NS.. We had to finish up blowing the balloons by that night for the party the next day thus explains all the balloons..






In addition, here are the pictures form Saleha's Birthday Chalet.. Was extremely fun as if i was living under one roof with my friends.. There was twister being played and lots and lots of camwhoring sessions going on.. A little outdated i know..





Just to end it off..
Come back soon abang.. You've been missed terribly by adik..
Sometimes the memories are worth the pain.
Abang Halim
Aini
Amalina
Danny Ramlan
Ezann
Farhanah
Chafeka
Hidayah
Hui Xian
Raudha
Roxana
Ruby
Sam
Suzana
Syaz
Yiling
Links
Abang Halim
Aini
Amalina
Danny Ramlan
Ezann
Farhanah
Chafeka
Hidayah
Hui Xian
Raudha
Roxana
Ruby
Sam
Suzana
Syaz
Yiling