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After hearing about what's been happening around at work, even if it doesn't concern me, i should just avoid listening to it. Because when i do, it simply forms impressions of that person whom is the talk of the town. And i do not want to be judgemental.

Whatever happened in the past has already happened. And i won't look back and harp at it. Instead, i'll just look straight and keep moving on. Whoever that still wishes to "bitch" about me, go ahead. I simply do not care. If it makes your life happier, than by all means. If you think it's fact for you, go ahead. Life is short. I do not want to make enemies. That is why i still call him a friend sri.

And to you my working colleague, if you think what you've been doing is part of your job, then do it. I simply work to meet my friends and to earn money. Just don't disturb my rice bowl and i'm fine with you. If i turn devious and do what you did, then i'm just like you which i never foresee myself as.

My resume is under process. It's time i move ahead and start life new. I've held on to the island life far too long. The only thing that is keeping me from leaving is those wonderful friends that i made so far. One by one, everybody is leaving. I've stop making new friends because i'm tired and because i'm tired of seeing people go. Close to two years. Will i ever let go?

And i ask myself,

Have i surrender?

My answer...

I think i have.

And i know i'm stupid.

But so is everyone else.

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