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I am really very tired and i feel that i could just drop in front of my screen right now and doze off but i just refuse to fall asleep and i am trying my best to hold back. Around this time is the only time where i can just be with myself thinking about a the whole day that had just passed and looking forward to what's coming up for me the following day.

Everyday, i never stopped wishing for the same thing again and again. And everyday, before i step out of my house, i have to put on my mask and show the whole world my plastic happy face that's hiding too much sorrow.

I always tell people that i have given up but in actual fact i cannot give up because i cannot let go. Everyday i live a lie and everyday, i keep telling more lies to cover up my lies.

I will never have someone in my life whom i can talk to. They are either too far away from me or they have their own lives to live. I will never.

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