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A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love.
Muhammad Hazlan, 19
11 January 1991
ITE College West Clemeti Campus
Sentosa Attraction Artiste
carrotcottoncandy@hotmail.com
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Muhammad Hazlan, 19
11 January 1991
ITE College West Clemeti Campus
Sentosa Attraction Artiste
carrotcottoncandy@hotmail.com
We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 ( 3:01 AM )
I'm gonna sum up what's been happening or what has happened for 2009 in this post.
Started off this year wonderfully. I gained new friends last year whom are now very close to my heart.. I gained a new brother and at the same time lost one too..
Also left my attractions family for a better life in artiste which was a challenge to me because i was cast upon as a "traitor" to some.. Well at the end of the day, i'm leading a better life.. It was painful for me too to leave some of my friends..
School was abit non-existence for me as i didn't turn up for much of my classes and of cause i flunk my exam which was a total regret for me.. But i'll never forget my wonderful classmates and how funny, bitchy, sexy and dearest to me..
What i remembered the most about this year was my Bangkok & Redang trip. That was seriously an awakening for me to see how beautiful the world is out there and it motivates me to travel more.. My dream is to travel to the most beautiful natural places on Earth such as Mt Everest, Maldives and a lot more places that i can't think of right now.. And from that trip, i learned a new skill which is Scuba Diving! An expensive yet amazing sport which i'll never forget and hope to dive more..
Attachment shook and woke everyone up.. It was a tough decision to choose a hotel after getting a few offers.. I had to really decide carefully in which i feel that i've made the wrong choice but i'll still stick through it till the end unlike one of my friend who actually gave up halfway..
I witness a few losses of lives these year which made me treasure my family more.. I guess i'm more filial to my parents now and bersyukur (thankful) to Allah for giving me a complete family. I'll promise to treasure my family more.
I guess i 've done enough partying this year. It's time i lead a laid back life for 2010. 2009 was seriously a hell of an experience for me. I learned alot from every single moment that happened and i think it made me stronger and i am what i am because of everything.
A list of what i learned...
Friday, December 18, 2009 ( 2:00 AM )
Can you believe how free and bored i am at work that i can actually blog??? Haha
Watched Avatar trailer and guess what? I am so loving that movie that i shall watch it.. When i get my pay.. Thinking of watching it on Monday but have yet to make further plans.. Shall drag a few of my friends along..
Today's my third midnight shift and i have three more to go.. The next three will be a blast because Ezann Lovato Adam is working with me!!! Can't wait!!
I realised that i've been wasting my day sleeping at home when i could have gone out. Therefore, i've decided to go donate blood tomorrow before i start work at SOS followed by Carlton. Hope i don't get woozy from the insufficient blood in my body. Sorry Abang that i'm donating blood without you. By the time you have the time for me, i've have already puked blood because of too much blood in my system. (Like as if such things exist)
Looking forward for Siloso Beach Party this coming New Year's eve... I love beach parties.. Partying at the beach is so much different than in clubs.. You get to roam around to different arenas for different genres of songs and there is never lack of space for you to dance.. Plus since it's like an annuan thing, chances of you meeting you friends there are pretty high.. That's what i love.. Such a reunion and a gathering...
It's 2am in the morning and i have 5 more hours to go.. What can i possibly do in 5 hours? Facebook? Blog? MSN? Done that! Urrgghh! Time is flying super slowly right now..
And guess what? There was a delay flight just now from XXXXXX airlines because apparently, their engine caught fire and all of the passengers had to check in to our hotel. All 100+ of them.. Happening siol! Most of the passengers were very nice though even after a long flight.. And they quickly rushed to the cafe for supper because they were famished.. Did the airline starved them?? Precisely why i didn't named the airline..
Alright i guess i'd better get back to work.. (What work???) Haha.. See ya in a while..
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 ( 3:30 AM )
I just realised that the year is coming to an end soon and i need to get my resolutions ready by the end of these month and hope to accomplish it because it seems that people write down their resolutions but never work on it. I'll try my best to accomplish at least three of it.
Once i'm done with my resolutions, i shall post it up.
The road to education for me is soon coming to an end now that i thought about it. I'm left with exactly 3 more month of cheap labour and that's it. I get my cert, jump around freely, lead my island life back..... Well at least for a couple of month till i start my N.S... Hoping that they'll call me in say around june-july-ish.. Thinking of going somewhere first in June.. Probably heading to a dive site.. Say Great Barrier Reef??? Haha.. Or maybe Maldives??
You may think that "Oh what a farfetch idea he has.. Maldives.. What is he thinking??"
Well to enlighten you, that place is dying.. Because of the rising tide, Maldives is going to disappear in a matter of time. So before it, or me, dies, i intend to dive there one day.
Well i don't mind travelling alone. I find peace and tranquility in it and i don't have to put up with
"people" and "people" who don't appreciate nature.
Dear Allah,
I've never asked to be the richest person on earth. I've never asked to be the smartest person on earth. I've never asked for the most perfect life on earth.
All that i pray for is for my family to stay by my side always. Don't take any of them away from me.
Amin.
Wednesday, December 09, 2009 ( 12:57 PM )
Other people look up to celebrities, well know figures, religious leaders as their inspiration, their motivation and their drive. But for me, i look up to only one person in life. And he is my brother, Abang Halim. Someone who has strong characteristics and good leadership skills. Someone who doesn't deserve to lose his grandma who brought up and took care of him for 23 years. Someone whom i've wronged and i should have never doubted him.
Before, i've never understood him him and the way he works. I've always question his ways and his action but now, i know the reason why.
Abang, adik will never hate you abang. Even if adik does, it's only temporary. At the end of the day, adik will still find abang if adik got problems. Thank you so much for guiding and giving adik inspirations and motivations. Adik will really take your words to heart as much as adik pretend to not hear it.
Love,
Adik
Goodbye 2009...
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 ( 3:01 AM )
I'm gonna sum up what's been happening or what has happened for 2009 in this post.
Started off this year wonderfully. I gained new friends last year whom are now very close to my heart.. I gained a new brother and at the same time lost one too..
Also left my attractions family for a better life in artiste which was a challenge to me because i was cast upon as a "traitor" to some.. Well at the end of the day, i'm leading a better life.. It was painful for me too to leave some of my friends..
School was abit non-existence for me as i didn't turn up for much of my classes and of cause i flunk my exam which was a total regret for me.. But i'll never forget my wonderful classmates and how funny, bitchy, sexy and dearest to me..
What i remembered the most about this year was my Bangkok & Redang trip. That was seriously an awakening for me to see how beautiful the world is out there and it motivates me to travel more.. My dream is to travel to the most beautiful natural places on Earth such as Mt Everest, Maldives and a lot more places that i can't think of right now.. And from that trip, i learned a new skill which is Scuba Diving! An expensive yet amazing sport which i'll never forget and hope to dive more..
Attachment shook and woke everyone up.. It was a tough decision to choose a hotel after getting a few offers.. I had to really decide carefully in which i feel that i've made the wrong choice but i'll still stick through it till the end unlike one of my friend who actually gave up halfway..
I witness a few losses of lives these year which made me treasure my family more.. I guess i'm more filial to my parents now and bersyukur (thankful) to Allah for giving me a complete family. I'll promise to treasure my family more.
I guess i 've done enough partying this year. It's time i lead a laid back life for 2010. 2009 was seriously a hell of an experience for me. I learned alot from every single moment that happened and i think it made me stronger and i am what i am because of everything.
A list of what i learned...
- To know who your true friends are in times of need.
- To appreciate every single moment and experience as a learning point
- To learn from my mistakes
Friday, December 18, 2009 ( 2:00 AM )
Can you believe how free and bored i am at work that i can actually blog??? Haha
Watched Avatar trailer and guess what? I am so loving that movie that i shall watch it.. When i get my pay.. Thinking of watching it on Monday but have yet to make further plans.. Shall drag a few of my friends along..
Today's my third midnight shift and i have three more to go.. The next three will be a blast because Ezann Lovato Adam is working with me!!! Can't wait!!
I realised that i've been wasting my day sleeping at home when i could have gone out. Therefore, i've decided to go donate blood tomorrow before i start work at SOS followed by Carlton. Hope i don't get woozy from the insufficient blood in my body. Sorry Abang that i'm donating blood without you. By the time you have the time for me, i've have already puked blood because of too much blood in my system. (Like as if such things exist)
Looking forward for Siloso Beach Party this coming New Year's eve... I love beach parties.. Partying at the beach is so much different than in clubs.. You get to roam around to different arenas for different genres of songs and there is never lack of space for you to dance.. Plus since it's like an annuan thing, chances of you meeting you friends there are pretty high.. That's what i love.. Such a reunion and a gathering...
It's 2am in the morning and i have 5 more hours to go.. What can i possibly do in 5 hours? Facebook? Blog? MSN? Done that! Urrgghh! Time is flying super slowly right now..
And guess what? There was a delay flight just now from XXXXXX airlines because apparently, their engine caught fire and all of the passengers had to check in to our hotel. All 100+ of them.. Happening siol! Most of the passengers were very nice though even after a long flight.. And they quickly rushed to the cafe for supper because they were famished.. Did the airline starved them?? Precisely why i didn't named the airline..
Alright i guess i'd better get back to work.. (What work???) Haha.. See ya in a while..
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 ( 3:30 AM )
I just realised that the year is coming to an end soon and i need to get my resolutions ready by the end of these month and hope to accomplish it because it seems that people write down their resolutions but never work on it. I'll try my best to accomplish at least three of it.
Once i'm done with my resolutions, i shall post it up.
The road to education for me is soon coming to an end now that i thought about it. I'm left with exactly 3 more month of cheap labour and that's it. I get my cert, jump around freely, lead my island life back..... Well at least for a couple of month till i start my N.S... Hoping that they'll call me in say around june-july-ish.. Thinking of going somewhere first in June.. Probably heading to a dive site.. Say Great Barrier Reef??? Haha.. Or maybe Maldives??
You may think that "Oh what a farfetch idea he has.. Maldives.. What is he thinking??"
Well to enlighten you, that place is dying.. Because of the rising tide, Maldives is going to disappear in a matter of time. So before it, or me, dies, i intend to dive there one day.
Well i don't mind travelling alone. I find peace and tranquility in it and i don't have to put up with
"people" and "people" who don't appreciate nature.
Dear Allah,
I've never asked to be the richest person on earth. I've never asked to be the smartest person on earth. I've never asked for the most perfect life on earth.
All that i pray for is for my family to stay by my side always. Don't take any of them away from me.
Amin.
Wednesday, December 09, 2009 ( 12:57 PM )
Other people look up to celebrities, well know figures, religious leaders as their inspiration, their motivation and their drive. But for me, i look up to only one person in life. And he is my brother, Abang Halim. Someone who has strong characteristics and good leadership skills. Someone who doesn't deserve to lose his grandma who brought up and took care of him for 23 years. Someone whom i've wronged and i should have never doubted him.
Before, i've never understood him him and the way he works. I've always question his ways and his action but now, i know the reason why.
Abang, adik will never hate you abang. Even if adik does, it's only temporary. At the end of the day, adik will still find abang if adik got problems. Thank you so much for guiding and giving adik inspirations and motivations. Adik will really take your words to heart as much as adik pretend to not hear it.
Love,
Adik
Sometimes the memories are worth the pain.
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Farhanah
Chafeka
Hidayah
Hui Xian
Raudha
Roxana
Ruby
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Suzana
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