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A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love.
Muhammad Hazlan, 19
11 January 1991
ITE College West Clemeti Campus
Sentosa Attraction Artiste
carrotcottoncandy@hotmail.com
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Muhammad Hazlan, 19
11 January 1991
ITE College West Clemeti Campus
Sentosa Attraction Artiste
carrotcottoncandy@hotmail.com
We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us.
Thursday, January 14, 2010 ( 4:37 AM )
It's 4.36am in the morning and here i am blogging my second entry for the day.. Can you belive it?? Well the reason why i'm blogging is not because i can't sleep but because i am freaking bored at work! Yes! I'm at work now midnight shifting! Starting to hate graveyard shift because there simply nothing to do..
( 4:06 AM )
And so my 19th brithday just passed 3 days ago.. I still can't believe that i'm 19.. It seems that age is catching up on me.. Haha..
I didn't asked for much for my birthday though.. Besides, it's just my 19th birthday.. I still have like tons more birthdays in future (if i can get to live that long).. I kinda got what i wished for which is to spent time with my friends.. Though my birthday falls on a Monday, Syaz decided to push back the celebration on the saturday night instead..
So on that saturday night, Abang, Syaz, Nazrul & Aisyah came down to Syaz's house at Serangoon.. We had a mini barbecue and spent the whole night there till morning.. And the best part is they bought me a new camera! Woohoo! Now i can take lots and lots of pictures! And the best part is, i can post them up to my blog!
I really enjoyed it because it has been a long time since the 5 of us hang out together.. Everyone's been busy with work and all and i'm exceptionally busy with my attachment.. So i got my birthday wish although i wished that more could come..
I would like to say a big thank you to everyone who was part of the birthday gift.. Abang, Aisyah CJ, Aishah, Nazrul & Yiling.. And the one that made it happened, Syaz.. Thank you so much for doing something special for me..
And thank you to my future sister in law and my brother for dropping the birthday present at my hotel's concierge! I love it..
And so i'm 19 now..
Can you belive it?
Well i can't..
I guess i should grow up.. Because ever since i came in to Sentosa 2 years ago.. I started to meet wonderful people.. People who cared for me.. People who pampered me.. People who would spoonfeed me.. People who thought me to love other people and to cherish my friends.. People who thought me to learn from my mistakes.. And amongst these people, there are people who also won't forgive me for my mistakes, people whom have changed towards me..
Until now, i'm still waiting for someone whom have yet to wish me happy birthday.. I guess i've hurt him too much till i'm that insignificant to his life..
Eventhough there wasn't a candle on top of a birthday cake for me to make a wish and blow it off, in my heart, my wish has been made..
I wish for to be forgiven for my mistakes which i've done in the past and i hope to be part of your life once again to those whom i've hurt and inflict pain on.
Because i still want to be treated like a young kid.. To be loved, cared and pampered by my big brothers and sisters..
Honestly, i hate growing up..
Monday, January 04, 2010 ( 4:24 AM )
It's 2010..
Yeah can you belive how fast time flies? Neither can i..
Well i am really hoping for a good start this year.
And i'm not just gonna hope but work at it as well..
It all started with Siloso Beach Party.. Didn't really did much partying but more to drinking and getting drunk.. But i've reconciled with my loved ones and that's all that i've been wanting to do. At the time when you feel like dying, that's when your true friends appear to keep you warm and be by your side.
I'm looking forward to end my attachment.. Come to think about it, i have less than 3 more month to go and i know it's gonna past real fast. Can't wait for all the graduation parties and chalets.
About my resolution, i have it in my mind and i'm not going to announce it to the whole world because i don't want anyone to critize me should i go back against my resloution. There's not much but i'll probably remember them.
I understand and i can foresee that this year is going to be different than last year. The wheels have turned and i've seen the changes.. Felt them too.. I'm just gonna lay back and let nature take it's course.
I just want to say thank you to all my friends and families, brothers and sisters for taking care of me. I hope you will still do..
Thursday, January 14, 2010 ( 4:37 AM )
It's 4.36am in the morning and here i am blogging my second entry for the day.. Can you belive it?? Well the reason why i'm blogging is not because i can't sleep but because i am freaking bored at work! Yes! I'm at work now midnight shifting! Starting to hate graveyard shift because there simply nothing to do..
Ok guys i promise to upload photos for my next entry.. Yeah i know.. My blog looks dead..
There is gonna be a few changes to my blog.. Since it's 2010, i shal first:
- Change my blogskin
- List down my 100 Unrealistic Wishes & Wants Edition 2
- Blog about my trip to Redang last year complete with photos
These three items are a must must for me!
Yawns*
Freaking sleepy but what to do.. I still have 2 more hours to go till i finish my shift.. Gotta head home straight and sleep till afternoon.. It's my off day tomorrow! So i shall sleep less and go out more before the day goes to waste..
This is what i got for my birthday! Cool or what!
I know it's not a DSLR or some cool shit digicam but it' my birthday gift from my friends.. So i shall treasure it! Bought my my beloved Abang, Syaz, Aisyah, Aisyah, Nazrul & Yiling!
Time to blow the candle again..
( 4:06 AM )
And so my 19th brithday just passed 3 days ago.. I still can't believe that i'm 19.. It seems that age is catching up on me.. Haha..
I didn't asked for much for my birthday though.. Besides, it's just my 19th birthday.. I still have like tons more birthdays in future (if i can get to live that long).. I kinda got what i wished for which is to spent time with my friends.. Though my birthday falls on a Monday, Syaz decided to push back the celebration on the saturday night instead..
So on that saturday night, Abang, Syaz, Nazrul & Aisyah came down to Syaz's house at Serangoon.. We had a mini barbecue and spent the whole night there till morning.. And the best part is they bought me a new camera! Woohoo! Now i can take lots and lots of pictures! And the best part is, i can post them up to my blog!
I really enjoyed it because it has been a long time since the 5 of us hang out together.. Everyone's been busy with work and all and i'm exceptionally busy with my attachment.. So i got my birthday wish although i wished that more could come..
I would like to say a big thank you to everyone who was part of the birthday gift.. Abang, Aisyah CJ, Aishah, Nazrul & Yiling.. And the one that made it happened, Syaz.. Thank you so much for doing something special for me..
And thank you to my future sister in law and my brother for dropping the birthday present at my hotel's concierge! I love it..
And so i'm 19 now..
Can you belive it?
Well i can't..
I guess i should grow up.. Because ever since i came in to Sentosa 2 years ago.. I started to meet wonderful people.. People who cared for me.. People who pampered me.. People who would spoonfeed me.. People who thought me to love other people and to cherish my friends.. People who thought me to learn from my mistakes.. And amongst these people, there are people who also won't forgive me for my mistakes, people whom have changed towards me..
Until now, i'm still waiting for someone whom have yet to wish me happy birthday.. I guess i've hurt him too much till i'm that insignificant to his life..
Eventhough there wasn't a candle on top of a birthday cake for me to make a wish and blow it off, in my heart, my wish has been made..
I wish for to be forgiven for my mistakes which i've done in the past and i hope to be part of your life once again to those whom i've hurt and inflict pain on.
Because i still want to be treated like a young kid.. To be loved, cared and pampered by my big brothers and sisters..
Honestly, i hate growing up..
A new year.
Monday, January 04, 2010 ( 4:24 AM )
It's 2010..
Yeah can you belive how fast time flies? Neither can i..
Well i am really hoping for a good start this year.
And i'm not just gonna hope but work at it as well..
It all started with Siloso Beach Party.. Didn't really did much partying but more to drinking and getting drunk.. But i've reconciled with my loved ones and that's all that i've been wanting to do. At the time when you feel like dying, that's when your true friends appear to keep you warm and be by your side.
I'm looking forward to end my attachment.. Come to think about it, i have less than 3 more month to go and i know it's gonna past real fast. Can't wait for all the graduation parties and chalets.
About my resolution, i have it in my mind and i'm not going to announce it to the whole world because i don't want anyone to critize me should i go back against my resloution. There's not much but i'll probably remember them.
I understand and i can foresee that this year is going to be different than last year. The wheels have turned and i've seen the changes.. Felt them too.. I'm just gonna lay back and let nature take it's course.
I just want to say thank you to all my friends and families, brothers and sisters for taking care of me. I hope you will still do..
Sometimes the memories are worth the pain.
Abang Halim
Aini
Amalina
Danny Ramlan
Ezann
Farhanah
Chafeka
Hidayah
Hui Xian
Raudha
Roxana
Ruby
Sam
Suzana
Syaz
Yiling
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Abang Halim
Aini
Amalina
Danny Ramlan
Ezann
Farhanah
Chafeka
Hidayah
Hui Xian
Raudha
Roxana
Ruby
Sam
Suzana
Syaz
Yiling