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And so my 19th brithday just passed 3 days ago.. I still can't believe that i'm 19.. It seems that age is catching up on me.. Haha..

I didn't asked for much for my birthday though.. Besides, it's just my 19th birthday.. I still have like tons more birthdays in future (if i can get to live that long).. I kinda got what i wished for which is to spent time with my friends.. Though my birthday falls on a Monday, Syaz decided to push back the celebration on the saturday night instead..

So on that saturday night, Abang, Syaz, Nazrul & Aisyah came down to Syaz's house at Serangoon.. We had a mini barbecue and spent the whole night there till morning.. And the best part is they bought me a new camera! Woohoo! Now i can take lots and lots of pictures! And the best part is, i can post them up to my blog!

I really enjoyed it because it has been a long time since the 5 of us hang out together.. Everyone's been busy with work and all and i'm exceptionally busy with my attachment.. So i got my birthday wish although i wished that more could come..

I would like to say a big thank you to everyone who was part of the birthday gift.. Abang, Aisyah CJ, Aishah, Nazrul & Yiling.. And the one that made it happened, Syaz.. Thank you so much for doing something special for me..

And thank you to my future sister in law and my brother for dropping the birthday present at my hotel's concierge! I love it..

And so i'm 19 now..

Can you belive it?

Well i can't..

I guess i should grow up.. Because ever since i came in to Sentosa 2 years ago.. I started to meet wonderful people.. People who cared for me.. People who pampered me.. People who would spoonfeed me.. People who thought me to love other people and to cherish my friends.. People who thought me to learn from my mistakes.. And amongst these people, there are people who also won't forgive me for my mistakes, people whom have changed towards me..

Until now, i'm still waiting for someone whom have yet to wish me happy birthday.. I guess i've hurt him too much till i'm that insignificant to his life..

Eventhough there wasn't a candle on top of a birthday cake for me to make a wish and blow it off, in my heart, my wish has been made..

I wish for to be forgiven for my mistakes which i've done in the past and i hope to be part of your life once again to those whom i've hurt and inflict pain on.

Because i still want to be treated like a young kid.. To be loved, cared and pampered by my big brothers and sisters..

Honestly, i hate growing up..

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