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I really need to blog.

Been tweeting but i realised that twitter can only accommodate that much amount of words.

Thus the revival of criminal poet.

After putting much thought and consideration, i've finally came to a decision and have come up with a solution. Things are definitely gonna the the way they were. Nothing's gonna change except for one thing.

What happened was merely Karma. Yes it hit me right back and it hurts. But i'm gonna turn the wheel back.

Our lives has too much connections for me to just walk away and being a coward won't solve things. I'm slowly gonna untangle our intricately intertwined lives so that one day, i can lead my life ahead without looking back and saying 'i miss you'

Move on.

Travel Blog under construction..

I'm sure everyone has face this before.. FINANCIALLY DOWN! Urgh.

This period has been the worst week of my life.. I have my bills to pay.. I have my d-lessons to pay.. I owe my younger brother (how useless an older brother can be borrowing from his younger brother) money.. I owe my mom money..

I spent my last few ditz on the Batam Cable ski trip.. That trip was terrific though.. Managed to pull off some stunts.. Yupp.. So that's where my last few cents went to..

And to top it off, my hotel pay is delayed till another 2 weeks time.. Keep the blows coming because i've declared this week the worst week of my life.. (Finincially)

And i'm jobless!

Ok well not really..

Nak harapkan SOS is strinctly insufficient for my everyday wants and needs.. I need a day job lah! And High achievers has not even called or emailed me about any camps at all! I'm like so shit-out by it right now..

And i seriously gotta stop buying ciggarettes.. My number one enemy which attacks my weakest point.. My wallet!

I'm ready to submit myself to loneliness.

And why didn't i ask myself earlier.

That am i happy being the third party.

Well i just realised that i won't and never will taste true happiness.

And that concludes it.

I stumbled across one of my friend's word press and one of his entry/ quote really hits me..

It's sad when people you know becomes people you knew.

And it's sad when people change to become someone you don't even know.

The day day has finally come.. The day where my 6 month of horror, terror, stress, laughter, joy, sweat and tears has ended.. Cleared my locker without any hesitant and left to meet Syaz & Abang for chinese supper..

And so what do i do now?

I just got a job with High Achievers as a camp facilitator.. Yeap.. I'm gonna facilitate those babies and spending 3 days with them.. It was hard finding the place and i was 30 MINUTES LATE FOR MY INTERVIEW!!! That has never happened in m ylife.. And to top it all, it had to rain at Clarke Quay..

Met raudha baby up with her bf shafiiq and we had dinner at Cahaya followed by dessert at Dunkin Donuts.. And we're going rock climbing tomorrow! Yippeee! It's been centuries since we hang out and how i wish Anna could stay longer.. Haix.. Couples..

Sometime ago, ezann & me headed to Harry's Bar @ Chijmes for some drinks.. These are the outdated pics.. An expensive night to remember and i was itching to dance..


And now a cup of hot milo before i sleep..

Woohoo! 4 more days till the end of my attachment.. Haha never in my life have i wanted something to end this badly.. I'm gonna miss you Carlton.. NOT! Haha who's having the last laugh now..

Ok enough of the laughter.. Just came back from Batam a few days back and my body is still aching after 3 days.. Let's see.. Went on a massive rollercoaster ride over the past days.. Clubbing @ Nova (A Club hidden somewhere in Clarke Quay) on friday night.. Headed to Batam on that Saturday morning.. Came back at night and headed for work as i was midnight shift.. And finally got to rest on that Sunday morning till night..

Purpose for going to Batam was to learn how to cable-ski which was freaking fantabulous.. Will be back soon for more body aching routine.. Didn't really take pictures as i left my camera in Syaz's bag the night before when we clubbed..

Stuck at Communications department for five days starting from yesterday.. So far so good..

Ooh and i need to post up S'pore flyers pics!

Countdown till end of attachment: 13 working days excluding my off days.

So let me describe you my "office".. I have all the equipments and stationaries around me.. I have a tv on the top right shelve behind me should i need to relax my eyes after staring at the computer for long hours.. You need to look far to promote healthy eysight so the tv is something far for me and its like 2 metres away from me.. And like any other bosses, i have two chairs infront of my table waiting for people to be interviewed by me..

There are 3 other cubicles in this big office of mine.. One belongs to SH Tours where someone is stationed there to talk on the phone for the whole day.. The other belongs to the Front Office Secretary, Yati, who use to have a boss but she got terminated because the tigress of the department killed her. And her cubicle is beside Yati's. So the cubicle's empty now.. Yati's cubicle is like a kitchen. You can last for days inside there without getting hungry.. There's always something to eat and drink in there.

Yours truly,
Muhammad Hazlan
Director of Business Center

You can say that i'm bored.. Which is the exact reason why i'm typing nonsense.. Ok i've been eyeing this movie which is gonna be released soon on thetres.. Here's the trailer:



I think i will love the movie.. Ok who wants to watch it with me???

I have 1 more hour till i end work and i practically have nothing to do.. Oh i totally forgot about the twisties ezann bought for me yesterday.. Thank you ezann! Hold on tight ok.. It's all gonna end soon.. Real real soon.. Don't gloom too much over work.. Later hayley williams won't notice you at the concert.. Looking forward to tomorrow night.. And better ask Danny to teach you how to play left 4 dead soon.. Because i'm dying to play it with you!

This is real bad.. Real real bad.. I'm actually addicted to Left 4 Dead 2!!!

It all started with chanel! She infected us all with the disease. Now, all the SOTS Artiste are like hooked to it.. Well almost all of us though..

Can't wait for the next session.. Played it twice already. One was last Saturday night till 4am.. Only Danny stuck with me throughout.. Next was last Sunday till 2am.. Ryd was there too.. He was the one who suggested playing it that night..

I think the next session will be wednesday when it's payday! Woohoo can't wait!

Moving on...

And so i have actually changed my blogskin as promised by my previous post.. Still doing some touching up here and there.. Sifted out all those dead links and those are all that are "somewhat alive" links..

It's freaking cold here at business centre even after turning up the heat.. I need a cigarette badly right now and some fresh air.. Haven't had my lunch though.. Think i'll have it at 12.

Sad to be working after a three day break.. But it's a new start this week. I'm no longer attached to reception.. I'm running the business centre now and i get to use the computer all day long.. I've already helped 3 guest internet-check-in their flights eventhough had a problem.. But everything can be solved as long as i'm around! Hahahaha...

Now what's scaring me now hat i'm not feeling scared at all that tomorrow is gonna be a scary day for an unscared person like me.. You see, i have to submit a 5000 words report on my attachment and a 5 minutes presentation tomorrow and i have not yet touch a single thing! But no worries.. I'll figure something out. I always do and gets away with things..

You know what? I really can't stand the cold so imma go have a ciggy and ma lunch coz ma stomach's grumblin and i'm outta here!

Before that, watch this Singaporeans! It's freaking hilarious! So boomz!

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